My life based on pics, music & my story to tell.
So many students have said, trans students have said; now I can have a point of reference when I talk about who I am. My friends are like, ‘Oh, like Sophia from ‘Orange is the New Black?’’ and they’re like, ‘yeah,’ and then they just move on and it’s not an issue,” she said. “I got a letter from a young, from a trans youth’s mother who said that he transitioned because of me and because of seeing me on the show it gave him the courage to talk to his parents about who he was and they’re supportive and loving and now he’s started his transition. It’s insane. It’s really beautiful.
And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.
I want to lay down next to you after you’ve had a long stressful day at work or school and your boss/peers were complete assholes to you.. and made your mood descend throughout the remaining hours of the day.
I want to lay there and listen to every single thought that’s on your mind. Everything that’s bothering you or anything you just can’t seem to keep your mind off of.
I won’t interrupt, I promise.
I’ll let you vent for as long as you needed to, while I massage your shoulders, your back, anywhere you’d like.
Instead of interrupting, I’ll kiss you from time to time and make you forget your stressful day.. even for a split second.
I’ll run my fingers softly across every inch of your skin, leaving behind a trail of goose bumps while I make sure and massage the stress out of your tense muscles.
Soon, my hands on your body will make all the problems you’ve been dealing with fade into the background. My fingertips tracing across your jawline will have you staring at my lips mindlessly, craving that first emotionally deep kiss that makes you suddenly forget how to breathe properly.
Once I kiss you, exactly how you want me to, I’ll watch as you try and catch your breath while I’m also trying to catch mine.
I won’t stop there, though. I’ll know exactly how to make you relax after your miserable day. My method of stress relieving therapy will make you moan a little and probably have you gripping the sheets.. but I promise all your tense muscles will be cured after I’m done with you.